song for the moment

100 Years

I’m 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I’m just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

I’m 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we’re on fire
Making our way back from Mars

15 there’s still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there’s never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

I’m 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I’m a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind

I’m 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I’m heading into a crisis
Chasing the years of my life

15 there’s still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star

15 I’m all right with you
15, there’s never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

Half time goes by
Suddenly you’re wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone
The sun is getting high
We’re moving on…

I’m 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I’m just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are

15 there’s still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you’re on your way
Every day’s a new day…

15 there’s still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there’s never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

opinion from middle class pinoy

It has been 2 weeks when President Arroyo announced "state of emergency" in our country, Which made a big impact to each and everyone of us, concerned about what will be next declaration of Martial Law, because of this situation in our country  many of our kababayan demostrate there disagreement by the said declration through rallying around metro, politician from opposition, students and  sector group unite to oppose and calling president arroyo to step down as the president of our country. Through this  declaration  i always received different email from friends, co- worker about there  opinion and one forwarded email that i really kept that make sense.

Ako ay isang middle class pinoy, isang officer sa isang malaking
korporasyon at may asawa…dalawa anak. Di na importante pangalan ko kasi
parepareho naman tayong mga middle-class….trabaho 9-5, inom konti tapos
uwi sa pamilya, laruin si baby, itutor si ate/kuya tapos tulog na, pag wala
na pera intay nalang ng sweldo.
Sa nangyayari ngayon sa ating bansa, lahat nalang ng sector ay maingay at
naririnig, tayo lang mga middle-class, tax paying at productive Pinoys ang
di naririnig. Subalit, buwis natin ang nagpapaikot sa bansang ito. Pag
may mga gulo na nangyayari, tayo ang tinatamaan. Kaya eto ang liham ko sa
lahat ng maiingay na sector na sana makagising sa inyong bulag na
pag-iisip.
Sa Mga Politiko:
- diyos ko naman, sa dami na nang nakurakot ninyo di na ba kayo makuntento
kelangan nyo pa ba manggulo.
Sa Administrasyon:
- hayan ayus na ha pinatawad na namin ang pandaraya nyo sa eleksyon,
pruweba dito e di kami umaatend sa mga panawagan ng people power, kaya sana
naman gantihan nyo kami ng magandang serbisyo at magaling na pamumuno at
malaking bawas sa kurakot naman please para kahit papano maramdaman naman
namin na may napupuntahan ang binabayad naming buwis.
- saka Madam GMA, step down ka na pag parliamentary na tayo sa 2007, tignan
mo, i-announce mo mag-step down ka kapag parliamentary na tayo, resounding
YES yan sa plebiscite at tigil pa ang mga coup at people power laban sayo.
Try mo lang………
Sa Oposisyon:
- di nyo pa ba nakikita na dalawang klase lang ng tao ang nakikinig sa
inyo….isa ay bayaran na mahihirap kungdi man ay tangang mga excited na
reporter na parang naka-shabu lagi….mga praning e at naghahallucinate.
- Bago man lang kayo maglunsad ng kilos laban sa administrasyon, pumili
muna kayo ng magiting at nararapat na ipapalit sa liderato ngayon. Hirap
sa inyo paresign kayo ng paresign wala naman kayo ipapalit na maayos.
Advise lang galing sa isang middle-class na syang tunay na puwersa sa likod
ng lahat ng matagumpay na People Power, magpakita muna kayo ng galing bago
nyo batuhin ang administrasyon. Wala na kaming narinig sa inyo kundi
reklamo, e wala naman kayong ginagawa kundi magreklamo….para kayong
batang lagi na lang naaagawan ng laruan…..GROW UP naman…sa isip sa
salita at sa gawa.
- please lang gasgas na rin ang pagrarally nyo na katabi nyo ay mga bayaran
na mahihirap, magtayo nalang kayo ng negosyo at iempleyo ang mga rallyista
para maging productive silang mamamayan. Sige nga, pag nagrarally kayo
yakapin nyo nga at halikan yang mga kasama nyong nagrarally!! Nung People
Power namin nagyayakapan kami lahat nuon.
- Wala naman mangyayari sa mga rally nyo nakakatraffic lang, kami pang
middle-class ang napeperwisyo. Di nyo kayang paghintayin ng 3 araw ang mga
rallyista nyo kasi kelangan nyo pakainin at swelduhan ang mga yan. Kung
gusto nyo tagumpay na People Power kami ang isama nyo….pero pagod na kami
e, sori ha.
Sa Military:
Alam nyo lahat tayo may problema, pati US Army may problema, 2,000 plus na
patay sa kanila sa Iraq na parang walang rason naman, pero nakita nyo ba
sila nagreklamo? Wala diba kasi professional sila na sundalo…..yan dapat
ang sundalo di nagtatanong sumusunod lang. Kasi may mga bagay na di kayang
maintindihan ng indibidwal lamang, at ang mga nakatataas lang ang
nakakaintindi ng kabuuan, kaya ito ang panuntunan ng lahat ng military ng
lahat ng bansa. Pero parang military natin yata ang pinaka-mareklamo.
Sabi nga sa Spiderman "with great power comes great
responsibility"…..kaya maging spiderman kayo lahat at protektahan ang
mamamayan. Sa totoo lang natatakot kami kapag nagrereklamo kayo, kasi may
baril kayo at tangke, kami wala.
Wala ako comment sa mga mahihirap, di naman kasi sila maingay na kusa e,
may bayad ang ingay nila. Saka wala rin naman sila email.
Kaya paano na tayong mga middle-class?? Eto hanggang email nalang tayo kaya
ikalat nyo na ito at magdasal tayo na umabot ito sa mga dapat makabasa nito
at makiliti naman ang kanilang mga konsyensya.

 Signed,
Isang Middle-Class pinoy na walang puknat na binabawasan ang sweldo ng
Buwis!

beyond silence

I’m not use to confrontation, i mean if someone hurt my feelings i’ll just walk away with the problem, i’ll just past the day that hurt will heal the wound. I try to move on without realizing that there is unfinished matter that was not fix. There are so many things that was left unsaid, there was no even words utter, maybe i’m not like others who have the courage to face the reality and consequence of what they did to others, beyond  this silence of mine  a friendship fade away….blown by the wind, there are regrets and dissapointment, but life must go on, Like any other kind of love, friendship can be lost within our lives due to neglect or anger or, sometimes, simply circumstances. However it is lost, we often lose a part of ourselves that can never quite be recovered.

As poem goes

Goodbye
by Rosebud

Well maybe now I should just say goodbye
You used to be my friend
But things may not be the same
So maybe this is the end.

Each other we’ve never understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
That it won’t be for good.

Whenever I’m mad it hurts me so bad
I don’t know why, I just want to cry
And someday I won’t be there.
The streaks on my arm they’ve done me no harm
They’re only made of pen
But once they are blood that turns brown like mud
They’ll be there again and again.

If I’m mad at you I’ll hurt myself too
But that doesn’t really matter
Although when I hurt I feel like dirt
And my spirit’s bruised and battered.

I do not know why it has to be so
I really wish it did not
But the way this has been going
it is basically shot.

You don’t need me and we don’t need we
And that’s how I think I know why
These words are the ones I have to speak-
but goodbye.
 

Oscar

Watching Oscar  Awards became a tradition for me ever since, i started to watch this prestigeous awards when i was in high school since then i’ve never missed anything. I was able to watch the live telecast of  78th Academy Awards yesterday that  started at 10.30 am it was finished around 2.30pm, because there are a lot of special production mostly  different clip from classic movies as well tribute to those who contribute there talent to hollywood  film, As Jon Stewart joke to the audience there should be a special awards for Best Montage since half of the show contain of tributes and  film clip. Most of the nominees are first time to be in Oscar. Quite surprise for those who won especially for the Film Crash they are the big winner that night, but all in all winners deserve to have  Mr.Oscar.

 Here are the list of winner from 78th Academy Awards:

 Actor: Philip Seymour Hoffman, "Capote."

Actress: Reese Witherspoon, "Walk the Line."

Best Picture: "Crash."

blessed

Stuff for your blog!

We often complain we so many things, i mean small stuff sometimes non-sense matter, we never realize that there are a lot of people that have complicated life than us but you never heard them complain instead you will see them laughing and just go with the flow of life. I still remember when i was in college we visited a dumpsite in baguio for a documentary for our Tv Prod subject  when bunch of kids with dirty clothes and no slippers at all smiling to us while there picking some garbage and stuff that they can sell, just to provide food for there family, I mean there are a lot of  people that they can buy whatever they want,  they can even get the most expensive clothes and shoes but still not contented for what they have but for those children who are innocent  but matured enough to understand that they need to strive to have a better life to be able to help there family. Now i will start my day not to complain too much…..As this poem goes                                    

Stuff for your blog!

They say take a chance
Live life on the edge               
Never look back
Look forward instead

Don’t worry, be happy
To thine own self be true
Live life to the fullest
Do what you must do

Live in the present
Let go of the past
Give it all you’ve got
Make the good times last

Stop and smell the roses
Give each person a smile
‘Tis the first day of your life
So make it worthwhile

Yet, some of us hear this
And still wake up everyday
Wanting more out of life
But not paving the way

Until at last we are rattled
What if what they say should be true?
Today’s just a present
That’s been given to you

It can be gone in an instant
It could be taken away
So, take good care not to miss out
On what you could do with this day.

had a bAd day

I really have a bad day, because i have so much thing to do i don’t know how will i start, my station is a mess with so  many piece of paper posted on my station, the night will end and i’m still trying to finish everything, add to that i’m so irritated when someone asked me do to things for them while i’m on my lunch break, i mean hello give me a break, i hate those who asked too many question even though you have already explain to them what need to be done, i hate those kind of people who thought that they know everything, i’m not that patient enough too listen to those non-sense question especially if i’m pre-occupied w/ so many things, especially if i have’nt got enough sleep for past few days and i’m so stress out, cannot finish my blog i mean i try to edit several times still i did’nt achieve the things that i really wanted, Well i just really need a break.