back from blogging

Finally i'm back to blogging,,it's been a month since my last
post…2006 It's been a good year i guess? , I was able survive
another year in the company, my family thank god  that everyone is
healthy especially my dad after his mildstroke last year i thought we
will celebrate christmas in the hospital but i was very thankful that
he is ok  now he is taking medication and routine check-up, I could
actually say that i have so many things that i should be thankful for
because for the 1st time after so many years we are complete as a
family at least for christmas. I never thought that i surpass this
things happen to our family last year, i was afraid that my work will
be affected i thought i will not be able to concentrate but  thank god
that he guide me through,,, I hope this 2007 will be a good year for
me in terms of career as well good health for my parents.

Start of 2007 I over spend because i bought a digicam IXUS60 my xmas
gift for myself  as well for starbucks coffee just to collect stickers
to get  a planner not just one but 2 planner. I've been addicted to
dvd's TV series/movies   i just finish season 1,2,3 of Grey's Anatomy
and I finish as well Princess hours(korean series) CSI(1,2,3), i also
finish watching pursuit of happiness before it  open in theater
yesterday  as well the oscar nominee Little Miss Sunshine. I'm looking
forward to watch this movie in cinema and not in dvd's Shrek 3, Harry
potter and Ocean 13th the last installment of Ocean Eleven.

memories of bolinao

One of my favorite pastime is to take pictures and  recently  my trip to bolinao is the best oppurtunity to  catch some amazing views that not most of the time will be able to see here in manila..so this is some of the  pictures that i capture from my camera..more to come….. 

road to bolinao

  It's been awhile since the last time i post here in my blog…how i miss blogging,…but anyway i'm back just to share to you guys my last weekend adventure…well i can call it adventure because after 8 months this is my 1st out of town trip a 7hour drive from manila, take note no network coverage(actually globe lng smart meron but to think that all of us are globe user)….but eventhough it's a  7hrs away from manila , we still experienced to be away from buzzling sound and traffic….quite and so peaceful, only thing that you will hear is the breeze of air and wave from the ocean, this trip to bolinao is one of my unforgettable experience that cannot replace any amount of word to describe it.                             

update..when superman returns

Well i’m back…not really for good, because for the past few months i’ve been very busy, there are so many things that i need to focus on especially to my worked, so that’s the reason i’m unable to update my blog…there are so many changes happen to me for the past 2 months, i got a new team, got promoted(but no salary increase) some soul searching……well i could actually say that i’m doing just fine…

I just finished watching superman today,,yes it’s first showing today, i really wanted to watch this movie to IMAX CINEMA in mall of asia however all tickets are sold out up to july 8, i don’t want to wait that long, so i ended up  watching  the movie to megamall cinema

The movie is so great, you could actually say that superman fever is back..As avid fan of superman the movie really deserve two thumbs up especially Brandon Routh he really gave justice to the character and he really deserve to be a new superman, Kevin Spacey is really good for portaying Lex Luthor and of course lady love of Superman Lois Lane portray by Kate Bosworth,,A beautifully-shot, impressively scored. This Superman is like nothing you’ve ever seen before, but it tickles something and comforting at the back of the mind. Gorgeously detailed and meticulously realized, it’s a homecoming of a movie. As Lois Lane Article in the movie Does the world need superman? Maybe not everyone. But people who love movies do….

holy week

I read once that  purpose of Holy Week is to reenact, relive, and participate in the passion of Jesus Christ. BuT for some is to enjoy with there family and friends for out of town vacation and for those who are working in regular basis a time to relax and off from  worked. But do we really realize what really means for us the holy week or we just miss the whole point of his sacrifice, he suffered hunger and thirst , the agony of crucifixion.

I still remember when i watched the movie the passion of the christ, that i could’nt stop my tears from falling until the end of the film, it’s a little bit strange to feel that way then i just realize that maybe my faith is not that really strong and not fully committed to him..but i’m still thankful to the blessing that i received even though sometimes i failed recognize it. Whatever reason we may have this holy week take a little time to reflect and thank God for all the things we have in life and purpose why we are here.

soundtrack

Wherever You are

Time has come, what’s done is done
It’s time to move on
To another place, another space,
maybe circling some other sun
Don’t ask why, don’t ask how
I still can’t explain
To say goodbye, goodbye for now till I see you again

In the sunlight that’s where I’ll be
In the moon night close your eyes, you will see me
In the sunrise in the twilight
I’ll be the morning and the evening star
I will be there with you wherever you are

Life is strange, such joy and pain
The betrayal and the kiss
It maybe meant to be, maybe destiny
Leads us down a path like this
Child is born, true love is sworn
All the in-between
Well you walk on, walk on until the path is gone
Learning love is the only everything

So it’s goodnight, things go wrong
but it’s alright
We’re all just passin’ through here
At the speed of light

update….

i miss blogging, for 4 days i’m unable to update my blog for the reason that i’m busy with my new team since all of them are new hire, most of my time are pre-occupied doing escalation and floor support. I’m still in adjustment period, my schedule just been change from 2am to 8pm and it so hard to sleep, since i use to wake up aroud 12 midnight to prepare from work but now i need to force my self to wake up early. Since the time that i was promoted 1st team that i handle is Dione and i thought it would be my permanent team but i guess there is no permanent in this world we need to grow, it will also  be the right time to let go from the team since most of them are senior on the floor. I will definitely miss them even though there are bad days…for new team i’m looking forward to know them better and help them the best that i can.

A beautiful love story

When i read this story i’ve learned that we tend to overlook small things and  we go for bigger one, we never appreciate little things that a person gave to us and we forgot to show appreciation, instead we see there mistakes or blame them for wrong doing’s..Lesson of this story is when a person  is surrounded by love, feeling of excitement fades away

My husband is an engineer by profession. I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.Three years of courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit that I am getting tired of it! The reasons of me loving him before has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness. I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings. I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband is my complete opposite. His lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage had disheartened me about love. One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce. "Why?" he asked, shocked and bemused. I answered back "I am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world!" He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thought with a lighted cigarette at all times. And my feeling of disappointment only increased. Here was a man who can’t even express his predicament, what else can I hope from him? And finally he asked me, "What can I do to change your mind?" Somebody said it right, it’s hard to change a person’s personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him. Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered, "Here is the question, if you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind. "Let’s say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both sure that picking the flower will cause your death, will you do it for me?" He said: "I will give you your answer tomorrow." My hopes just sank by listening to his response. I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting, underneath a coffee cup, on the dining table near the front door, that goes…."My dear, I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to explain the reasons further."

This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading.

"When you use the computer you always mess up the software programs and you cry in front of the screen, I have to save my fingers so that I can help restore the programs. "You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you. "You love traveling but always lose your way in a new place, I have to save my eyes to show you the way. "You always have the cramps whenever your "good friend" approaches every month, I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy. "You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by coughs and colds. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom. "You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help clip your nails, and help remove those annoying white hairs. "So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand and tell you the color of flowers, just like the color of the glow on your young face. "Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do. I could not pick that flower yet, and die. "My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting, and as I continue on reading. "Now, that you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fruit juice." I rushed to pull open the door and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands a bottle of strawberry juice and loaf of fresh bread bought from a nearby bakery. Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone. That’s life, and love. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms, it has never been a model; it could be the dullest and boring form.Flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship.Under all this, the pillar of true love stands. And that’s our marriage life.

Love, not words win arguments!

rain…rain go away

well i thought it’s summer but yesterday rain pour out heavily  around metro and for some it’s unexpected to have this kind of weather since  it’s so hot for the past few days and everyone is enjoying there summer vacation,,,i hope tomorrow will be a sunny day

taken this picture on my way home

must see movie

Last saturday i was able to watch the movie Nanny Mcphee, we supposed to watch North Country but since we came from worked and little bit tired so we just  decided to see a feel good movie like Nanny Mcphee. There was much joy to be had, It really was a lot of fun for children’s movies. "Nanny McPhee" will appeal to moviegoers its "Supernanny"-like belief that teaching children is also about teaching their parents (the closing credits inform us, "This film is dedicated to the truly naughty. And their children.").  

memorable quotes from that movie: When you need me, but do not want me, then I will stay. When you want me, but do not need me, then I have to go

t.g.i.s

IMAGINED IT’S ONLY 6AM I ALMOST HAVE 11 ESCALATION FOR TODAY still counting, BEAT MY PREVIOUS RECORDS OF 14 AT END OF MY SHIFT,I STILL HAVE 5HRS HERE IN THE OFFICE, STILL EXPECTING MORE ESCALATION CALL FROM THE AGENT,,Whoa so tiring! speaking to those irate customer that usually last for an hour, give me a break it’s already saturday and they still giving me a headache, especially today the team that i was assigned too there team captain is on leave, so for a meantime i need to manage 9 "pasaway agent", not only that other agents is also asking with so many question while i’m on a call(nangugulit)…hah….that’s life…..but good thing is it’s already weekend and i can have my rest for taking escalation

 escalation tracker as of 6am:

song for the moment

i love this song, i’m huge mariah fan ….

When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It’s easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imaged I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open my hands
And watch you rise

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you’re
Ready to land

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I can’t pretend these tears
Aren’t over flowing steadily
I can’t prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But will stand and say goodbye
For you’ll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
So flutter through the sky
Butterfly
Spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

habit

I could not start working without this two

my 40oz water jug and pepsi max( bad habit of mine to drink too much caffeine i know it’s not healthy but i can’t resist )

dream signs

 dream is a  series of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations occurring involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep.

Everyone and anyone’s dreams are unique. No two individuals can have the same background, emotions nor experiences. Dreams are connected with your own "reality" thus when interpreting your dreams, it’s important to draw conclusions from your personal life and experiences. For the past few days i always wake-up late, not that i don’t want too get up and be ready for worked but because of having a bad dream..Funny thing is those dreams that i remember is very unusual i mean seeing yourself caught in the middle of nowhere or things  that i can’t imagined that i will  encounter in real life, true they say that those dream that you can’t remember are the one that will happen in real life, When you understand your dreams you will have the ability to further understand and discover the true you.

Here are some list of dream signs :

When you see friends in your dream that means that if you see good friends you will get a close relationship and if you see bad friends you will receive news about a bad illness.

To dream that you love someone means that you will get happiness in your life.

If you see Gold that means that you are careless with your money and you will suffer losses if you do not change.

To see stars in your dream symbolizes spirit and luck.

If you dream of a heart that means truth, love, and courage.

To see the past in your dream means that you lack family and need to visit them.

To see a stranger in your dream means that you are uncertain about yourself.

To see a monster in your dream means that you are afraid to admit the truth.

To see that you are dead means that you shall realize that you are feeling alone.

To see riches in you dream means that you may become greedy and you may feel insecure.

Dreams about being chased may represent your way of coping with fears, stress or various situations in your waking life. Instead of confronting your problems, you are running away from them and avoiding them.

To Dream something that is above you means danger or if the object above you falls you will have sudden disappointment

How to Live a More Fulfilling Life

The question that we usually asked to ourselves is how to live a fulfilling life, some of us is setting goals to see  if you’re on the right path to achieved certain things we have in our life and what road needs to follow. But sometimes we are confused, we don’t know where to begin or we tend to  forgot what is our  priorities. Are you getting enough love? Receiving the recognition you deserve? Using your financial assets to build a solid future for yourself? This are some question according to Marie Claire magazine to help us determine how to change it.

1.How Happy Are You Now?
First things first: What are the areas in your life that need shaking up?LOVE,TIME,CAREER,MONEY

2. Are You In The Right Job?
Everyone gets the post-holiday blues. But if the thought of another year at the same place is making you reach for another glass of wine, maybe it’s time for a career overhaul. THE EXPERT SAYS:If you think you want a job change, use your good sense of work/life balance and your people skills to find a peoplecentered role with plenty of the variety you crave,so put out your feelers and match your skills to opportunities in the market. Working directly with others will recreate the buzz you enjoy at the office.

3. How’s Your Work/Life Mix?
Life is a balancing act. Are you wobbling through it-or sailing through with your priorities in order?Do you spend your life trying to be everywhere all at once? It’s time to get super-organized,Don’t let anything else come up and stop you. Remember: You work hard, so you deserve fun time, too.By prioritizing your ‘me time,’ you’re saying that your happiness is as important as everything else-and that’s great

4. How Strong Is Your Relationship, Really?
Are you with the right guy?The backbone of a successful relationship is TRUST This stands for Truth, Respect, Understanding, Space, and Time. The stronger each element is, the more successful your relationship will be

Pag-agos

Indie band called Up dharma down song Pag-agos is making wave all  around the   metro …I just love this song as well the video, this song is about  ending a relationship

At sa aking pagkubli
hampas ng araw pagdamdam ng gabi
tulog ang iyong mga kamay
di nako makapag antay

isang umaga muling aahon
at sisikat sa mga panahon
na tayong pang dalawa
masayang pagsasama

buong araw ng pag-agos
kailan ang huling unos
di alam kung tatakbo
kusang lalayo sayo

isang umaga muli ng pag-iisa
walang mayakap at makasama
pusong pilit na sinugatan
landas kong karaniwan

line from the movie

Watching movie is not just for entertainment, but it also provide a lesson that we can learned  from the story and for some is a reflection of  there own experience in life, especially to the character portray by the actor. Some movie that really make sense is hard to forget often than not your finding yourself that you already memorize the line or even relate to the character. For whatever reason we have, one thing that i know is we are all  a movie fan.

Here are some Memorable Quotes from the movie that i’ve watched…….

Jack Twist: Tell you what, we coulda had a good life together! Fuckin’ real good life! Had us a place of our own. But you didn’t want it, Ennis! So what we got now is Brokeback Mountain! Everything’s built on that! That’s all we got, So I hope you know that, even if you don’t never know the rest! You count the damn few times we have been together in nearly twenty years and then you ask me about Mexico and tell me you’ll kill me for needing somethin’ I don’t hardly never get. You have no idea how bad it gets! I’m not you…You are too much for me Ennis,I wish I could quit you

Noah: So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What’s it look like? If it’s with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I though that’s what you really wanted. But don’t you take the easy way out.

William Parrish: Love is passion, obsession, someone you can’t live without. If you don’t start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who’ll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I’m not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you’ll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven’t lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven’t tried, you haven’t lived.

Julianne Potter: I had the strangest dream. I dreamt that some psychopath was trying to break the two of you up. Luckily, I woke up and I see that the world is just as it should be. For my best friend has won the best woman. I didn’t buy you a gift. But this is on loan until you two find your song.

Jonathan: Getting a crush on somebody else’s girlfriend? No, I’m sorry, I just meant I had a really nice time. You know, maybe you should give me your phone number. Just in case.
Sara: In case of what?
Jonathan: In case of life. I just had a really great time and for all we know I wouldn’t be able to find you again.
Sara: Well, if we’re meant to meet again, we’ll meet again. it’s just not the right time now.
Jonathan: Maybe we’re supposed to meet on British time and we’re five hours too early.

Annie Reed: Destiny is something we’ve invented because we can’t stand the fact that everything that happens is accidental

Fay: Sometimes we love people so much that we have to be numb to it. Because if we actually felt how much we love them, it would kill us. That doesn’t make you a bad person. It just means your hearts too big.
 

summer vacation

Well summer is one of the season that everyone is looking forward too, especially for students. I myself just love summer not because of vacation but for not  experiencing any rainy days not that i really don’t like rainy season it’s just make my day so down and get bored. I just realize that it’s been a year when i had my real vacation i was able to visit puerto gallera, pagudpud and zambales, but now i don’t really have any plan since it’s really hard to asked for a vacation leave here in the office and at the sametime most of my friends is also working, there is no time to meet up and plan for vacation, but honestly i wanted to have a peaceful vacation, a time for me to relax, time to rejuvenate, to think and be away from worked. I was hoping this summer to visit places that i’ve never been too.

my dream vacation:

song for the moment

OUR FINEST YEAR

I am bending
Made of steel
I am stumbling
Towards something real
How can you forget this feeling
Of standing straight while the world is reeling?

Don’t leave me here alone
You’re as close as it gets to home
Don’t look down
You might fall
Life made rookies of us all
In our finest year
Don’t wait up
We’ll be fine
Somehow we might get it right
In our finest year

I am hopeful
Full of doubt
And I am trying to work this whole thing out
So how can you just sit there sleeping
When your worlds on fire
And your chest is beating?
And I want to think you feel the same

Don’t look down
You might fall
Life made rookies of us all
In our finest year
Don’t wait up
We’ll be fine
Somehow we might get it right
In our finest year

In this moment
While you’re breathing
If the future leaves you needing
Will you be the one who stayed?
As your life just slipped away?

Don’t leave me here alone
You’re as close as it gets to home
I’ll be there if you fall
Love made suckers of us all

Don’t look down
You might fall
Life made rookies of us all
In our finest year
Don’t wait up
We’ll be fine
Somehow we might get it right
In our finest year

CHEERS TO graduate 2006..

It was still fresh in my memory the day i graduated from college, even if it was almost 3years now i still remember the moment  i went up on stage w/my other classmate  accepting  our diploma, proved that we are  full pledge graduate. No more quizzes, no more major exam, beating the dealine just to submit projects, term paper and of course no more terror teachers. But honestly i missed those days, i mean life in college is quite challenging especially for those who study away from there  family, i myself study far  from my family,  for 4 years i’ve learned so many things that i’ve never imagine that i can do on my own i mean from simple things like doing your own laundry, preparing your own food and  budgeting your monthly allowance, i’ve learned as well to value and appreciate my parents more, this is the stage were you become  matured and independent enough to make decision on your own, if you made mistake you should know how to face the  consequence. Pressure is on you  to finish school, it’s very important not only for yourself but for your parents. For me that is the biggest achievement that we can give to our parents, i mean thank you is not enough to give it back all there hardship and sacrifice just to support our study, but for  nurturing as through the years. Finishing school will not just end there, but  it’s only the beginning of much challenging life in a real world